If life breaks your heart into thousand pieces, share them. It was never meant to be for you only.
We go through this journey together, and everything we have is borrowed, even our bodies.
Why would He take away so much from you, why would He let you suffer? Because He decided to make you a warrior, a guardian, a warner. That is a true gift.
They can rip apart our skin but they will never touch our souls. Our souls are from Elsewhere and they belong and return there.
For all the pain you went through, fall on your knees and thank Him. He was your teacher, that should be an honour for you.